i am sick

first of all..Al-Fatihah to all the six members of RMAF involved in helicopter crash on 13 July.Finally their body were found yesterday.I rushed myself from work last night just to watch the primetime news at 8. Me and my roommate were talking about it since Friday and were hoping and nearly believing that they will be found safe and alive and things turned otherwise.Today in my office the news became the hot topic to discuss first thing in the morning.I stayed up late last night just to watch the updated news from time to time..and thanks to that i managed to finish all pendings works that i kept postponing since last week..haiyoo..banyak letih woo...heheheh

so today it's been three days that i am sick..really sick that i have to take half day on the first day and pushing myself to eat all the pills etc etc...works seem to have no ending limit..(hehhee will it really end?)..seems like there are so many things to learn, so many things to adapt, so many things to do etc etc...and i really wanted to make this thing works..sometimes i'm wondering what the hell i'm doing here - surrounded by the people that seems to know what they are doing and i'm learning and running as fast as i can to be where they are right now..without neglecting the principles that i have live in my whole life...and i promise myself to try..see?..dunno what i'm babbling about...hehehheheh

miss my mum and dad a lot these days..maybe umur dah makin meningkat..ehheehhe..they will have Family day by the end of this month near Cherating..hope i can join them later..this week my turn on MOD - dunno where to start, dunno what to do etc etc...hehehe

k la..i think need to stop the babble now..adios!