tetiba rasa rindu la kat mak n abah...padahal baru je jumpe 2 mg lepas..hheeehhe..last saturday aku call mak..mase tu still kat ofis n x balik keje lagik..suara pun dah letih..so ala2 nak memancing mak dtg cni la..hhehehe..mak ty demam ke?..aku ckp xde la...sbb duk kat ofis x blk2 lagik..ngn keje berlambak gler..bila dah menghala hujung bulan nih...training module aku x sempat2 nak sentuh sket pun..tiga2 bos aku pun tgh busy psl mende lain..so aku rase dwang tgh x igt la...tapi satgi kang kalu dwang ty bila nak start training...puas plak aku nak menjawab..hehehhe...
so this past few days tiap kali masuk briefing..i can see everything..ppl get scold everytime..i mean in a professional kind of way la..pushing here and there..i mean..welcome to a new world azura!..no more bad feelings or whatsoever..work is work..those who didnt perform will get the 'reward'...but on the last day things were getting better...things or feelings which left unsettled..is blurted out..and i think at the end of the day..everyone is satisfied with everything...well sorta..
being angry with ppl and getting angry by ppl have always been my weaknesses...i always try to avoid confrontation whenever and wherever i can..i hate confronting with others and i hate ppl confronting in front of me..but hey..who doesnt?...i'll try everything to make ppl satisfy with me..without giving them any judgement or whatsoever..but at the end of the day we cant make everybody satisfy rite?..only then i'll shut myself out...from ppl..from everyone...
so balik smula pd citer aku rindu kat mak td...heheheh..sebenarnya dah jauh menyimpang...but who cares rite?..by the end of this week i planned to go back to Kemaman..to clear everything..my television..my astro...my dishes (well some of them)..tilam and kipas...dah sebulan dah dah x menjenguk bdk2 dua org tuh..(sori ila n kak ina)..x sempat nak gi sana...i think i traveled so much this past months so rase malas sket nak drive balik sana...feeling guilty some more..to my ex-students..whom i gave up in teaching them..(i admitted to some of my frenz that i cannot let them see me anymore...teaching them..maybe they are better off without me..which i think they will)....it is so sad being hated by your own students..whom you originally loved to death..
sedap plak menaip malam2 nih..mentang2 le tumpang wireless network org..hehehhe..ye la..i barely have time to use the internet except for the mail purposes...every morning has to do the routine things..pigeon hole-fax-briefing-minutes-mails-daily work..till the end of the day...walking some more or rather running around, down or up everyday..but hey i'm not complaining...bleh sket jupe ramai org..pegi kitchen and outlets la y plg aku suke...suke tgk dwang wat keje kat situ...hehhehe
k la.. stop here..ending my babble for the day!!
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